dear diaree.
when you bite your lips
and decide to take that leap of faith after all
your heart is so ready to believe.
to ready to take that first hand
proffered to you
after cut wrist betrayal.
you want to trust
because you are only one person
and one person will fall without love.
then when you fall and trip over a stone
you look up for that darling hand again
only to find it retracted
and holding the hand of he who destroyed your trust
in the first place.
it's like staying up all night
to wrap that gift you agonized over
then giving it,
and getting it back
all torn and forlorn looking.
when something meant everything to you
it's like a million tiny shards
jabbing at your atriums.
nadia you were so darn stupid to believe so quickly.
soothe yourself to sleep;
Someone's Watching Over Me
Hillary Duff
Found myself today, oh i found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back, voice of reason i forgot i had
All i know is you're not here to say what you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So i won't give up, no i won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And i will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that red light, and it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time, and i won't be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All i know is yesterday is gone, and right now i belong
To this moment to my dreams
So i won't give up, no i won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And i will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When i'm standing in the dark i'll still believeS
omeone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
For leaving yourself and you'll find
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So i won't give up, no i won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And i will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe
That i won't give up, no i won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And i will be strong, even if it all goes wrong
When i'm standing in the dark i'll still believe
That someone's watching over,
Someone's watching over, someone's watching over Me
Yeah yeah
Oh oh someone's watching over me
__SMILE (:
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